Well first off I don't normally vent or blog so forgive me.
My problem has started off a long time ago, I was about to marry someone I met online. I later found out she was married to someone else and lied to me. I know sounds like a soap opera, and it gets better, I was foolish enough to take her back, and wanted to marry her. What's wrong with me? Have I lost my mind. So after she cleaned my bank account I finnaly realized, I gotta do something. This was around the 4th of July. So I asked my dad for a loan. To me there is nothing worse than asking for a loan, I felt like I let my family down, because I could not keep my house in order. So I got angery, told her I wanted to get her things out of my home.
The next day, I met with her and her dad. He wanted me to reconcider my decision. I said Eugine, you are a great guy, and I'm sorry. We can't workout our differences. And a house divided won't stand. So I for the last time put gas in Hopes car. She gave me back my ring, and other jewelry she had that I gave her.
To some who are reading this you wonder, I should be jumping for joy, but I'm not I have not felt right since. Is this normal? Am I actually being punished for something, or did I lose my grace?
So my question is what is a good woman?