A friend showed these to me, and I thought that they should be recognized. They are great!!
The never ending chain of hate
Fills my tearful eyes
And it makes it so I cannot wait
Till I finally say goodbye
Doing drugs doesn’t work
To make everything OK
Every day, to me he’s such a jerk
I have to do it today
But how? I’ve tried everything
And I always get stalled
Last time, by a telephone ring
At the timing I was most appalled
No, this time I must get it done
I’m home alone, no one cares
No part of my life can be re-won
No one cares
No one cares
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Desperately looking for all the answers
Escape is impossible, never ending chain of hate
Pleading someone to take my life away
Restless nights, crying myself to sleep
Everyone hates me…don’t have any real friends
Sitting on the floor of the shower, in the corner, crying and cutting away the pain
Suicidal thoughts taking over
Everything running through my head, nothing is what it seems
Death seems like the only way….
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Shut myself out from the world
Don’t talk to anybody
Nobody cares about this stupid girl
I’m tired of ridicule and pain
Heartbreaking, harassment, hate
Tired of crying at night like summer rain
No one gives a **** about me
Or anything that I do
They say it would be better if I’d just leave
So I’ll lock myself up inside
Won’t talk to anyone
And by their wishes I’ll abide
I know it doesn’t solve anything
But it makes all of them happy
Just to see me suffering
For e it’s better this way
Just not to be noticed
Ignored day after day
Shut myself out from the world
Won’t talk to anybody
Nobody cares about this girl…
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Can’t go on this way
After what you said today
You were my only reason to live
For someone to kill me, anything I’d give
I’d rather somebody that I’ve hurt kill me
Suicide isn’t the answer, won’t let me be free
My mind is cloudy with thoughts of you
And how you blew up because I said I don’t know what to do
Who knows what I’ll do when I’m drunk or high
Heck I could just decide to say good-bye
I just want it to go back to the way it used to be
Before I went lookin for love, before you even met me
I’d change many of my words and acts
I wouldn’t make you love me, and I’d tell you only the facts
I wouldn’t say I love you
Cuz you don’t love me back
Don’t love me back
Never loved me back…
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Pretty good, eh?