I'm sure you'll do well.
I sure miss the days when my boys were in 4H. They're all grown up now, but both look back fondly on their 4H careers. We've still got the plaques and pictures up on the wall.
Stick with it, win or lose, and some day you'll see rewards you never thought of. It's not just ribbons and trophys. There is so much more.
All those interviews for scholarships and trips? They are really preparing you for the job interviews of tomorrow. No where else can you learn that skill, and it's a terrific skill to have. I remember interviewing senior members for a regional scholarship once, and could not believe now mature and capable they were! I would have given them all a scholarship, they were so impressive. Prospective employers feel the same way when they see 4H on a resume. They know they are getting someone with common sense and a work ethic, and they'll take that over an unknown any day.
I still get the feeling on a warm June night that I should be outside helping to wash calves....... I guess that'll never go away.
Have a good show.

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