Yesterday, my hat blew off in the parkin lot of the babtist hospital in jacksonville fla. I enjoyed the fact that I run it down. That old granite grey resistal was a tumblin along when I caught it. I knew that cow was goin to catch me. And I enjoyed it. These cattle are not big she's about 800 maybe. There was a time I would have caught her and enjoyed it. I should of got my son and let her run him while I loaded the calf. But with the news I got at the hospital, I just won't to be with my hookboogers alone and try and figer it out. And oh yea, if that cow did not try and catch me, I'd of sold her for not bein a good mama and sorry. We walk amoungst these cattle to. But they aint granys old milkers. I have pulled my share of calfs. So I ve been around at calfin time. The milk on this heifers face was white. The cows bag looked good. I have all ideays the calfs dead and me or somebody will sell the cow in a few mos. I got my bison sold. I got them in the pens with 2 bags of range cubes. First I skatered a bag in the pen then had a bag in the floor board and tolled them to the pen. I'll do this every day till they come to get them next week. Sellin them at this time just boast my faith in god I feal my time is gettin short and god new I wonted them gone bein afeared for my youngins.he sent me a good buyer and I got a fair price. I'll be glad when there loaded. I'll ride that day just to be part of it. My buddys have worked them plenty and all will go well,we might never unload a horse. I'll get some pics. Yall, I don't know quit. But I feal like a football player in a game that can't be won. Shure I still will fight but when they find 12 plus little tumors in your brain. Well, its full brain radiation startin fri. Goin to get tatooed at 12 today. They said I better get my head shaved by next wed. I think I'll get a mohalk mon then get it skint wed. I got a bad scar on top of my head when years ago a hippie caught we with a board outside a honkytonk. That will be interestin to see. This will leave me a little lackin they say. So I'm gettin my afairs in order while I can. Yall keep me and my family in your prayers. Please.