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Well, Ive been getting 'pushed' aroudn, verbally, cause they know i can pop 'em a good one, I just don't like to. Ive been bugged about my size my whole life, but now this is rediculous. Im being looked down upon for being country, and as much as it angers me, there is nothing I can do anymore. Last time i told mom and Dad, they flipped out, told EVERYONE and made a bugger mess of it. You guys, and my girl are the only people that know this now, and it's mostly cause I trust you guys, but also cause I gotta vent. lol

I know im not the sharpest tool in the shed, the brightest bulb in the box, the 'prettiest' flower, and not good with words. I got asked out thre (3!!) times this week, but they were stoned at the time, and one was a guy :shock: :eek: , and that skeert me good and proper, but I lost all of my friends cause of who I am, what I do, my future plans and when they started taunting me about i told them to screw off (pardon the language, but I used it for a lack of better words) and leave me alone. Now these guys have friends, and brothers in Highschool, and Ill be going there next fall. There were a handfull that told me they had my back, mostly cause they had the same problem, so I got 5 farm boys, and the hockey team-we may have gone off to different teams, but he original 26 or so of us are well known around town, mainly cause we were the fiorst team to have a 3 game shutout in the rec team's history. lol. And I played net for all 3 games. lol. So if worst comes to worst, which it better not, ill hopefully be prepared with my boys. lol. I have finals coming up this week, I have to do good on them cause my marks went down last semester, I have cattle shows coming up in 17 days, my steer is not finished, and although ive done my best, and im proud of him. Im getting bad mouthed for usin g him as a show steer if he isn't finished (it is 4-H, aren't we supposed to learn to do by doing?)and ast the sale if they aren't over 100 pounds i think, they won't sell them because buyers were complaining cause they wanted a finished one, not a kid's pet. If ya dont want it, dont buy it!!! :mad: I show homebred stock, an Im proud of it, no matter what anyone has said, or what they ever will say.

The local show that I trained a heifer calf, and taught my little sister (7) how to show, was cancelled, because the city folk thought that cows were smelly and they pollute the air. :roll: So the show is cancelled, much to a teary eyed 7 year old's disbeleif.

I know this sounds really stupid, but im scared silly of highschool. I have known most of these people since we were little kids, and even if we don't get along, I will be the only one in my class from our school ( I saw on the class sheets) and the guys from other schools are worse than the idiots at mine (+sorry bout the language again. sorry iof it offends anyone) And having some of the people in my class that I do, I know ill have people trying to get me to do drugs. Ill say no, and I swore to myself that I wouldnt, but if I cave just once i am s-k-rood. And I dont know any of the people there-sides the hockey team, so it'll be hard.

Mom and dad are fighting over us like were just 'items'. I dont want to go to town-I live here, this is my home, my past, my future, and I make my money here, I dont care who it is here. If it means only seeing one or the other once a week, then so be it. My future is number one right now, and since they really got me upset./ I found a nice pool iof water, where I go swim or just goof in everyonce in a while to calm down. Im going moose, mulie, and whitetail hunting this fall, which means Ill be missing school for prolly a week or so, cause we applied for 4 different zones. It's ticking mom off, cause apparently, dad is bribing me to stay with him-I said from the beginning, that ill be at the farm from november 15 to december 3 cause hunting is my passion, sides cattle, and ranchersnet of course. lol. Im going to get grandpa matt theh big buck I saw, and thats that. '

?Thanks again all, and have a good one
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