Angus Cattle Shower
Well-known member
Well, I haven't really been around for a while, here's my story and why I am ticked off.
For the last few weeks I have been spending alot of time with one specific girl, I really like her and she said she does me. Today I got a phone call from her and she told me she had found someone else. I just about $%^&*(g snapped right then and there. To make matters worse, it was one of my best friends. I guess everything that was said in the last month was just a waste of words.
I got another phone call after that. I am not allowed to show my cattle at 4H because I was already hurt and if something would happen they would be liable blah blah blah. If I get hurt, then that is MY fault, not someone else's, is it not? So now I am not allowed to show anything. Nada. If I cant show I am going to quit alltogether. Save everyone a little time. Don't get me wrong, I would LOVE to, I live for it, but if I can't do what I like, then why do I do something I don't want to?
My parents are fighting again.
Whenever I TRY to do something, someone freaks out because I did it "wrong", so I do it their way and someone else spazzes because I did it "wrong". I get mad and leave and than am told I do nothing.
I give up my 4 day weekend to sit in the tractor and pick stones. I went out twice, after dark. I am still treated like a kid. I am still treated like an idiot. I am still told I don't do anything. When I go to schgool, what am I going to say I did on my weekend? Well, I spent 50 hours in the tractor picking stones for grandpa and Dad, and went homne, got told I did nothing and better start to pull my own weight, and then went out to two parties.
How can I do more when I am miles away from the house in the tractor? Explain it to me?!
Sorry if I sound lippy or smart, I am just in a VERY bad mood, hating the world and about to give up on pretty much everything.
For the last few weeks I have been spending alot of time with one specific girl, I really like her and she said she does me. Today I got a phone call from her and she told me she had found someone else. I just about $%^&*(g snapped right then and there. To make matters worse, it was one of my best friends. I guess everything that was said in the last month was just a waste of words.
I got another phone call after that. I am not allowed to show my cattle at 4H because I was already hurt and if something would happen they would be liable blah blah blah. If I get hurt, then that is MY fault, not someone else's, is it not? So now I am not allowed to show anything. Nada. If I cant show I am going to quit alltogether. Save everyone a little time. Don't get me wrong, I would LOVE to, I live for it, but if I can't do what I like, then why do I do something I don't want to?
My parents are fighting again.
Whenever I TRY to do something, someone freaks out because I did it "wrong", so I do it their way and someone else spazzes because I did it "wrong". I get mad and leave and than am told I do nothing.
I give up my 4 day weekend to sit in the tractor and pick stones. I went out twice, after dark. I am still treated like a kid. I am still treated like an idiot. I am still told I don't do anything. When I go to schgool, what am I going to say I did on my weekend? Well, I spent 50 hours in the tractor picking stones for grandpa and Dad, and went homne, got told I did nothing and better start to pull my own weight, and then went out to two parties.
How can I do more when I am miles away from the house in the tractor? Explain it to me?!
Sorry if I sound lippy or smart, I am just in a VERY bad mood, hating the world and about to give up on pretty much everything.