Jody, I wouldn't even pretend to know what that feels like. You and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. May God give you strength and guidance.
Words are inadequate in these circumstances. Only to say how sorry I am for you and remember you to our Heavenly Father who sees all our pain and loss and shares in our grief.
When Jesus' friend Lazarus died, Jesus wept. So may we.
So very sorry for your loss Jody . My deepest condolences and sincerest sympathies to you all . May God wrap his loving arms around you all and comfort each of you during your time of sorrow .