soapweed , right now all im thinking about is a few words you wrote in reply to my post a few months ago when i told about my career change, you said something like this your in for one heck of a roller coaster ride with lots of ups and downs, all i can think about those words of advice your wrote was never have i seen anything on here as true as those words you wrote. anyways i just wanted to say thanks for those words because they were so true