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You will always be in the depths of my heart...

sweetbasil

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"Grandma" Shirley,
It has been five days since you took a long "flight" to Heaven; I am missing you so much right now.

The memories we shared, the many hugs we exchanged, and the outtings to the Buttercup Restaurant to get our fix of the world's best bread pudding are precious moments that I will never forget. I didn't had the priviledge of meeting my grandmas, but God gave me the honor to have you in my life, and for you to play such a tender role in the last ten years. You always knew what to do to make one feel special; even you knew that a greeting card to cheer me up after having all of my wisdom teeth pull out would make me smile even when my face was so bruised and swallon that it was painful to smile. You knew when to give me a hug and when to make me laugh. I remember the day that you and I decided to have a "yard sale" what a kick that was. You were so attached to that green chair, remember the guy that wanted to offer you 20 dollars for it, but you were on your high horse and refused to sell it; but afterwards, you ended up paying triple that amount as a result of having had the chair on the grass and ruining your "perfect" piece of grass on your front lawn? I think the thought of never being able to feel you physically and be hug by you is overwhelming.

People say that we get to have those that are "vacationing" in Heaven closer to our hearts and that we can "feel" them around; I really hope that you can still be around in our lives. Even if I can't touch you, I would love to know that you are still connected spiritually to us. I am so glad that I was smart enough to have saved all of the letters and cards you sent me. As I am reading them, I am so grateful and honor that God put you in my life, because you touched my life in so many ways. I looked up to you to be involved in my community, you set the standards of being generous, kind, and thoughful to others; however, I don't think I will ever be able to fill your "shoes" completely in this aspect because you were truly a giver to so many of the people in your community and you somehow knew when someone needed help. I hope that one day I can be as good as you and that I can be as tender to my grandchildren as you were to me.

Thank you for giving me this honor and for leaving me with a trunk of precious memories. May you be in Heaven with your family, and may you be able to give Bryan and Jimmy the strenght to adjust to a life without their precious Mother.

Love,
SB
 
Soapweed said:
That was a nice tribute to a fine lady. Thanks for sharing with us, sweetbasil, and hope everything is going well in your life. Stop by and hob-nob with us more often.

Hi Soapweed,
Thanks for your nice message. Yes, she was a great person, and a treasure in my life. For some reason last night while thinking of her and reading the many cards that she sent me, I just felt a very strong need to write her and let her know how much I miss her...

Happy Wednesday,
SB
 
Grandma Shirley,
I wish you could ask God what one needs to do to help heal a heart that is shattered... I need grace and strength to overcome and see the goodness of this pain... I miss you so much!

Lord, please have mercy and help me glue my heart back together...
 
SB, so sorry for your loss and the pain it is causing you. I said a prayer for you today, asking that our heavenly Father might send you healing.

It will come, although maybe not as soon as we would like, sometimes.
 
Hello "Burnt and FH,"
Thank you so much for your prayers and words of wisdom! I sure appreciate your kindness and prayers as I need any wisdom that I can receive to grow as a person.

My Mom reads a little magazine everyday and she came across a quote that has been my inspiration for the past several days...


"Becoming attuned to the truth of my oneness with God, I see a difficulty that I am experiencing as part of a healing process in my life. I trust this process and know that good is unfolding"

I really want God to guide me and give me the wisdom to learn whatever that it is that he wants me to learn in this phrase in my life. I really want to grow as a person, to cherish God's will and learn to accept his grace.

Have a blissful week,
SB
 
Big Muddy rancher said:
Sounds like your mother reads Guidepost Magazine. :D

My Grandmother started sending that to me while I was in college almost 40 years ago. It contains much good advice and wisdom. :-)

I went back to read the title of the magazine and it is called "Science of the Mind"- I will getting her a subscription as she is still reading her July month. I will look into the Guidepost took...
 

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