I was not going to weigh in on this topic, but it won't go away, so here is my opinion (for what it is worth): Every one feels guilty enough at a time like this, except perhaps those who had ought to feel guilty. Children, especially, fit in this category. God does hate divorce, He says so. He does not hate divorcees, and that needs to be understood. I do not see where God says divorce is sin, but rather that He hates it. I hate divorce too, and I suspect most of us do. Because God knows that men and/or women can be so hard hearted that it is impractical to live with them over a period of years, that there needs to be a way to disolve the relationship. Thus, he provided divorce, even though He hates it. The process is so hard that the last thing you need is to feel God will not help you through this. He will, and is. Marriage is the best thing out there. Don't hate it because you have experienced a bad one. Marriage or divorce ought not be entered into withought lots of careful consideration. I do feel that if both parties will work hard at it many, if not most marriages could be salvaged. If only one party will work at it, and the other won't, no matter how hard the one tries, it is pretty much in vain. God Bless you, and I will join others as they pray for you in this very difficult time.