cowhunter
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Well, I started not to even post this but I know some of yall r really prayin for me and r really conserned and care. The others, well don't read it. Lol. I'd been havein trouble tryin to quit takein steroids. Head akes real tired and just plain fealin bad. I just got threw with a round of kemo to. Sutent, a pill u take for a month then off for 2 weeks. It generly makes u feal bad, aspechly in the last 2 weeks. But the steroids made it a cake walk this time. I take them to keep my brain from swellin from the whole brain radiation. I'm tryin to quit them because I'm tired of gettin on everybodys ash for nothin and bein so mean. And the doc said I could taper off them. I'm also takein 15 mg oxycodone and zanx to help with the pain of the steroids. They give me at night restless leg sydrome all over. And the zanx helps with the meanness. Lord know I don't won't to become a drug adict. Went today for a early brain mri because of the headakes and dizyness. its generly not done untill 5 weeks after rad but they were a little worryed. I had 12 little spots before rad and now some can't be seen. Some of the biger spots seem to be diein. he said take it with a grain of salt though and don't figer on quitin the steroid for a while and I'll see u in 2 month's for another mri. I did a body mri monday and will see the doc next wed for that. I feal the cemo is still workin because I got a. Tumor on my shoulder and one in my groin I can feal and both are real small. My middle back is hurtin though. Not real bad but when I lope I can feal it when u compress. Also when I take a deep breath. I been worryed sick about this brain mri thinkin I'm never goin to get these new cowpens and arena finished. I been kind of dragin on gettin started because of it. But now I might just have the time and maybe a chance at the stemcell transplant to. The lord has keep me here way longer than most with the type of cancer I have. And the lord knows I've done some sufferin the whole time. But sometimes I wake up and feal so good, so relaxed and not hurtin.most don't know how good a fealin that is till it don't come real regular. Its nothin I take for granted. I might by the grace and will of god whip this cancer yet. Time will tell. But I'll get on my pens soon. If its the last thing I do. Thank yall for bendin gods ear for me.